"I swear by my life and my love of it that I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask another man to live for mine."

darthxinvader:

Hakuna Matata!

darthxinvader:

Hakuna Matata!

(via tonightsmylaststand)

i. I love you, deArly. You are the only person I’d take a bullet for. To me, I think you are God’s greatest gift and you give me reason to live even when I went through that period in time when I didn’t want to wake up from my naps. But you would wake me up when it was time for dinner so I thank you for that.

ii. We fight so much. There are so many bruises and so many scars, especially internally. I hope you know that even when we brawl, there is love here. Somewhere in you, soMewhere in me. And we both have problems showing it but it’s there, I promise.

iii. You are so strong. Or are you weak? You found love in someone else to block out the love that fell apart. And you sometimes wish someone woulD push you off a cliff so you don’t have to do it yourself. Cowardly, I’d say. But I understand, I truly do. Because if I were you, I’d probably been at the bottom of the pit by now.

iv. It’s hard to forM a bond that is not there. Slowly, I do one forming. A bridge is building and I will walk over soon. Maybe one day, we will see eye to eye but right now, working on walking together is alright with me.

v. You are so beautiful. I wonder if you see that when you look in the mirror. I envy that you don’t need makeup. I wonder if you Truly believe your own words when you compliment yourself, because it would break my heart if you didn’t. Because all of it is true. You are amazing and you are kind. You are goodhearted and your light burns brighter than the sun’s.

vi. When you look in the mirror you see extra weight and a face that needs foundation, mascAra, and a lot of fixing up. I’ve seen you without all of that and I still find you as radiant as the Covergirl commercial, if not - more. Believe in yourself, you don’t need to touch up your pictures and the acceptance of others. You are enough.

vii. I still contemplate whether or not to tell you that you are sometimes the fuel and without you, I don’t know if this engine could run. When I am out of breath, you hand me a bottle of water to keep me going. I think I can barely run a mile but you sign me up for a marathon because that is how Much you believe in me. Thank you.

viii. Sometimes I fear that if you were to ever come back, I might run. No away, but to you. I just can’t think Straight. As much as I like to act tough, you intimidate me. I’m not scared of many people but I’m scared of you. And it’s not because I think you’d hurt me physically, I just think you’re so manipulative and I won’t be smart enough to see through your act.

ix. Thank you foR some of the best moments of my life. One day, I hope I can write out everything you’ve made me feel since day one but at this moment, I want to keep it to myself. I still think about you often. I hope you think about me sometimes.

x. One day you are going to find soMeone who loves you more than you love life itself. And this person will make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. One day, you will see all the cities you fell in love with through photographs and meet people who resemble the characters in your favorite novels. One day, your dreams will come true.

—   

10 Things, 10 People by M.D.L

(via mingdliu)

(via perfuckedtion)

“I remember the first time you held my hand. I don’t know if it was because of the cold or the fact I loved you but fuck, I felt the world rush through my veins.”

—   11:49pm sadness (via im-not-doing-okay)

(via sunflower-mama)

“A good relationship is when two people accept each other’s past, support each other’s present, and love each other enough to encourage each other’s future. So don’t rush love. Find a partner who encourages you to grow, who won’t cling to you, who will let you go out into the world, and trust that you will come back. This is what true love is all about.”

—   (via stevenrosas)

(via sunflower-mama)

“Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.”

—   Carl Jung  (via universal-wanderer)

(Source: lazyyogi, via sunflower-mama)

Kimya Dawson - Tire Swing

playwrightfate:

Tire Swing - Kimya Dawson 

I took the Polaroid down in my room 
I’m pretty sure you have a new girlfriend 
It’s not as if I don’t like you 

It just makes me sad whenever I see it 
'cause I like to be gone most of the time 
And you like to be home most of the time 
If I stay in one place I lose my mind 
I’m a pretty impossible lady to be with 

(via sunflower-mama)

Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life

davidcjauregui:

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you’d just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

(Source: sidneydear, via sunflower-mama)

I do not use the word home lightly.

So when I sigh it into the crook of your neck,

Believe that your spine is a timber frame,

Your kiss a welcome mat,

And your enveloping arms my front door

—   (via nothingdazzling)

(Source: sekaoj, via sunflower-mama)

“The ground’s generosity takes in our compost and grows beauty! Try to be more like the ground.”

—   Rumi (via thecalminside)

(via sunflower-mama)

“I wanted to kill the me underneath. That fact haunted my days and nights. When you realize you hate yourself so much, when you realize that you cannot stand who you are, and this deep spite has been the motivation behind your behavior for many years, your brain can’t quite deal with it. It will try very hard to avoid that realization; it will try, in a last-ditch effort to keep your remaining parts alive, to remake the rest of you. This is, I believe, different from the suicidal wish of those who are in so much pain that death feels like relief, different from the suicide I would later attempt, trying to escape that pain. This is a wish to murder yourself; the connotation of kill is too mild. This is a belief that you deserve slow torture, violent death.”

“You haunt my dreams, but it’s not
the kind where I wake up
screaming. When you left me,
you watered the flowers you
planted in my eyes and I wish
you were here to see them.
I’ve never hated something so
tragically beautiful and I try not
to but do you remember the last
time you told me how much
you fucking loved me? Well I still
wonder how you’ve been doing
since that night because I haven’t
gotten a call since then and even
though it’s been a few months,
I still wait by my phone hoping
you’re not in love with somebody
else. My heart wants what it can’t
have and even though you’re poison
in my veins, I love you. My god do I
love you.”

—   Poison  (via hefuckin)

(Source: praisepizza, via curiovsly)

bvsedjesus:

toxicist:

rkidd:

d0esntmakesense:

This is probably the coolest GIF I’ve ever seen.

now there’s some perspective.

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when ya girl sees me

bvsedjesus:

toxicist:

rkidd:

d0esntmakesense:

This is probably the coolest GIF I’ve ever seen.

now there’s some perspective.

-

when ya girl sees me

(Source: the-science-llama, via inbreed)